If

I am jealous of this poem. I feel like he is able to take what is in his head of what makes someone a man and put it on paper. He doesn't try to hard to hard to make it great but he writes real things like "if you can talk in crowds and keep your virtue" So many people say what people want to hear. They don't care if they are being honest or sincere they just care about what people will think of them after. I hate that, and feel it makes our world more screwed up then it already is. that is just one line out of it, but its all just written so perfectly for me and inspires me to want to be the person he describes. And that is what makes me jealous.

Complants

Im tired of girls. Im tired of boys. Im tired of never feeling prepared. Im tired of never amounting to anything. Im tired of being lazy. I am tired of not being good enough. Im tired of being told I am not good enough or that I cant do it. Im tired of cheating my way through life. Im tired of fake people. Im tired of being broke. Im tired of Justin Bieber. Im tired of doubt. Im tired of being alone. Im tired of BYU always losing. Im tired being tired. Im tired of complaining.

Love

What is love? I honestly have thought about this for the longest time and I have come to realize that love cant be defined by one thing, because you love everyone differently. You love your mom and dad differently from how you love your girlfriend. You love your brothers different from how you love your sisters. Love can be felt but I dont think it can be defined. At least I havent found a good enough definition of it. When you do love someone you will do anything for them. They are more important then you are and you would even go as far as to die for that person. Thats love and should be used with caution otherwise you can get hurt.

My song lyrics.

verse.
I twist these words, that feel my mind. I think of what we left behind. A summer day alone with you. Nothing better nothing more I'd rather do.
Pre chorus.
I'll think of you ever day, til your face engraves in my brain.
Chorus.
The less I sleep, the more I dream. Making you, to what it seems. The perfect girl.... that feels my dreams.
Verse.
My heart aches for the unknown. the feeling inside I cant let go. I cant explain how I feel, and maybe I will never know.
Pre chorus.
But one think I know that is true, I don't want to live without you.
Chorus.
The less I sleep, the more I dream. Making you, to what it seems. The perfect girl.... that feels my dreams.
Verse.
I lie awake another night. Restless with the thought of you. Wishing I could hold you close... while I sleep alone.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk completely and utterly alone. No one matters, Everything has lost its color... and how does the sun lose its color? I am in my own little world trying to seperate myself from this place and these people, because I want to cry but i dont want people to see. This is my boulevard of broken dreams... its not just one dream, one broken dream i can handle, but its a whole street of them.... and that i cant.

I am thinking about you

When it's a perfect summer day and I am laying on my hammock and could be thinking of anything in the world I think of you. I think of you like rain thinks about falling like Snowmen think about Snowwomen. I am thinking of you like Ron thinks of Hermonie, like school thinks about ending I am thinking of you like weird little creatures think about eating butterflies and pooping out rainbows. I am thinking about you like glue thinks about sticking, like fairies think about flying. I am thinking of you like Scooby Doo thinks about Shaggy, like peanut butter thinks about jelly, like elves think about Christmas, like the sun thinks about shinning, like Teletubbies think about their stomachs glowing, like babies think about laughing, like the world thinks about peace.... Needless to say I think of you everyday, so one day I will of thought of you so much, I will finally find the nerve to ask you out. Then maybe.... just maybe. You'll think about me....

Direct Orders

you are under direct orders to rock the **** out! Rock out like you just kissed the girl of your dreams. rock out like your graduating high school after 4 crappy years. rock out like you just wrote a song. rock out like you just had surgery and got pain killers. rock out like you just made your first million. rock out like someone just lit the school on fire so you get to graduate early. Rock out like its the 1980's and your in a hair band. rock out like your playing a rock band. Rock out like just punched Satan in the face!! rock out like your Jewish. Rock out like its the summer of '69. Rock out like its the last day of your life, but its probably not so rock out more. Rock out like your just found out Nelson is the random LP student that commented on your blog. Rock out like baseball was never a sport. Rock out like you just moved out. rock out like you are 9 and just beat Zelda the ocarina of time. Rock out like your 17 and just beat it again. rock out like your to lazy to press the shift key at the beginning of a sentence. rock out like you just watched 5 seasons of Psych in 2 weeks. rock out like you just egged a police station and didn't get caught. Rock out like your 18 and can buy dry ice. Rock out like you just completely did a 360 on the freeway and didn't hit anything. um... just rock out!