If

I am jealous of this poem. I feel like he is able to take what is in his head of what makes someone a man and put it on paper. He doesn't try to hard to hard to make it great but he writes real things like "if you can talk in crowds and keep your virtue" So many people say what people want to hear. They don't care if they are being honest or sincere they just care about what people will think of them after. I hate that, and feel it makes our world more screwed up then it already is. that is just one line out of it, but its all just written so perfectly for me and inspires me to want to be the person he describes. And that is what makes me jealous.

Complants

Im tired of girls. Im tired of boys. Im tired of never feeling prepared. Im tired of never amounting to anything. Im tired of being lazy. I am tired of not being good enough. Im tired of being told I am not good enough or that I cant do it. Im tired of cheating my way through life. Im tired of fake people. Im tired of being broke. Im tired of Justin Bieber. Im tired of doubt. Im tired of being alone. Im tired of BYU always losing. Im tired being tired. Im tired of complaining.

Love

What is love? I honestly have thought about this for the longest time and I have come to realize that love cant be defined by one thing, because you love everyone differently. You love your mom and dad differently from how you love your girlfriend. You love your brothers different from how you love your sisters. Love can be felt but I dont think it can be defined. At least I havent found a good enough definition of it. When you do love someone you will do anything for them. They are more important then you are and you would even go as far as to die for that person. Thats love and should be used with caution otherwise you can get hurt.

My song lyrics.

verse.
I twist these words, that feel my mind. I think of what we left behind. A summer day alone with you. Nothing better nothing more I'd rather do.
Pre chorus.
I'll think of you ever day, til your face engraves in my brain.
Chorus.
The less I sleep, the more I dream. Making you, to what it seems. The perfect girl.... that feels my dreams.
Verse.
My heart aches for the unknown. the feeling inside I cant let go. I cant explain how I feel, and maybe I will never know.
Pre chorus.
But one think I know that is true, I don't want to live without you.
Chorus.
The less I sleep, the more I dream. Making you, to what it seems. The perfect girl.... that feels my dreams.
Verse.
I lie awake another night. Restless with the thought of you. Wishing I could hold you close... while I sleep alone.