final words

I use to care what you guys thought. I use to wonder what my rep was, what clothes i wore, who my friends were, and what that girl in my A2 class thought about me. And now that i am about to be slapped in the face with real life, I have thought my way into a mild state of depression. But as i thought and thought I came to this conclusion.... High school was just one big game. A game i wasnt very good at. ( kinda like fuseball) Ya i had big plans for high school but as my senioritis kicked in sophomore year i achieved very few of them. I wasnt popular, I wasnt that amazing athlete i dreamed i'd be when i was a little kid, I was the kid who missed the tying PK in state.... I didnt even have a high school sweet heart i wanted so badly. but part of my realization that high school is just a game i shortly figured out so is life. and one thing i know about games is after a little practice you can get good at them. so who are any of you to tell me i wont make a billion dollars, that i wont win a nobel prize, that i wont find an amazing girl and marry her just to make sure she feels like a princess every day? and who are you to tell me i wont write a song that will influence millions if not billions of people? because this game.... i almost have it figured out and when i have gone out and made a name for myself... Ill pray you will too.

Ordinary World

My ordinary world consists of waking up going to school going home, eating going to soccer, the work or just hanging out. Ya its pretty lame I know. Something that could call me to adventure is finding an unreal girl and falling in love. If someone in my family were to die. If I were to get majorly hurt, come up with a brilliant idea and getting rich, Graduating will definitely be a new adventure or it is going to be. Getting married, and last but not least discovering alien life.

Nowhere Boy

OW: John' s world is going to school just kind of goofing off doing what teenagers do. He doesnt like to wear his glasses because it makes him look uncool...
Call: he meets his mother and she teaches him how to play the banjo as i recall it.
Mentor: his mother allways is telling him he is great and that life is one big party pretty much so go live it up. She also is the one that taught him to love music when he never even really knew about it.
Threshold: He goes to his friends and tells them they need to start a band
Tests, Allies, enemies: His mother ends up no longer seeing his mother and he has to endure that test, he meets paul mcartney and together they write some of the greatest songs in history.
Approach: he learns the banjo and soon gets his first guitar.
Ordeal: He loses his mother. Punches paul in the face.
Reward: Paul and John become best friends and write a lot of songs together.
Return with elixir: There isn't one its just the beginning.

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This is for those who care.

This is for those who try.

Give up.

Depressing Stories

Cats in the Craddle Plot: this song is about a dad and a kid. The song is the story of a boy growing up and a dad that never has time for his son. The whole song the dad is to busy to do anything with his son but the son really looks up to the dad and is always saying he is going to be just like him. It goes through his life and at the end his dad wants to be with his son but he is too busy for the dad cuz he has work and a lot of other things going on. The dad realizes that he ended up just like he did. Character: Dad and son Conflict: the Dad never has time for his son. Theme: Spend time with your kids because one day they wont have time for you. Setting: Mostly their house. Last kiss Plot: This is a really sad song and makes me really think. Anyways this song is about this guy and girl go on a date I assume they were boyfriend and girlfriend. They are driving on the date and the car stalls. They get in a wreck and the girl starts to die. They kiss one more time before she passes away. The rest of the song he talks about how he has to be good so he can live with his baby when he leaves this life. Character: Boy and Girl Conflict: the girl dies. Theme: live good so you can go to heaven Setting: the date.

If

I am jealous of this poem. I feel like he is able to take what is in his head of what makes someone a man and put it on paper. He doesn't try to hard to hard to make it great but he writes real things like "if you can talk in crowds and keep your virtue" So many people say what people want to hear. They don't care if they are being honest or sincere they just care about what people will think of them after. I hate that, and feel it makes our world more screwed up then it already is. that is just one line out of it, but its all just written so perfectly for me and inspires me to want to be the person he describes. And that is what makes me jealous.

Complants

Im tired of girls. Im tired of boys. Im tired of never feeling prepared. Im tired of never amounting to anything. Im tired of being lazy. I am tired of not being good enough. Im tired of being told I am not good enough or that I cant do it. Im tired of cheating my way through life. Im tired of fake people. Im tired of being broke. Im tired of Justin Bieber. Im tired of doubt. Im tired of being alone. Im tired of BYU always losing. Im tired being tired. Im tired of complaining.